Sunday, January 27, 2013

Maybe, Edward? :3
去了一趟
夢寐以求的新加坡
喜歡那裡,
很有次序,城市規劃很整齊
交通方便
食物多樣式
夜生活輕鬆
日生活緊張

我喜歡那裡
可是,金錢兌換
讓我對那裡害怕,恐懼
每個人都物質享受,名牌
就連大嬸,都穿的很時尚,手上掛著名牌包
每個人在輕快鐵都戴著耳機,看報紙,玩電話

無可否認,
夜生活很有趣
食物多樣化
科技發達
生活緊張
治安安全
交通發達

我喜歡那裡
可是,錢。。。。
真的很重要!
沒有錢,萬萬不能,玩了也不爽 XP  
不懂怎麼說
更不懂怎麼表達
我再一次迷失自我
或許我該說
我到底是誰?
我要的是什麼?
我的夢想是什麼?
我的目標又是什麼?
我好勝,驕傲,自大,懶惰,控制狂,不給面子,擺架子,愛炫
不可否認,這就是我
外人可能不懂,我懂。這就是我
我的夢想?
感覺上,我就是不夠上進,是好勝沒錯,可是更正確應該是愛比較
和自己的朋友比較,說好勝,我又沒有那種“奮鬥”心
目標?
是開一間店?有自己的生意?還是考上 ACCA?
有時我都會懷疑,我喜歡讀書嗎?
我到底喜歡什麼?烹飪?音樂?縫紉?電器?運動?
有時我更加懷疑,我的成績,是僥倖還是實力
幾乎每一次都是臨時抱佛腳
什麼時候我才會改掉這個壞習慣?
習慣久了就成了自然

覺得自己的人生無趣
沒做工-消耗時間,卻沒有自己時間,會覺得累
沒有朋友-
不像青少年-年少輕狂,我沒有勇氣,我不想樂極生悲
我想平靜過生活,可是卻很無趣,不像其它人一樣,過得讓我羨慕

我想慢慢一點一點改變應該可以讓一些一些有些轉變吧

因為我-三分鐘熱度
這就是我最大的缺點!!!
沒有毅力,不夠努力

新的一年
我必須堅持-讀書,運動
我必須努力
不說謊,坦誠相對
找尋自己,自己的夢想,自己的目標
對自己的行為,話語負責
獨立,勇敢,堅強,相信

我已經長大了,踏入20
我需要的是毅力,勇氣,信心!!!!

加油!!

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Its has been a 2 month , not updating my blog
I guess probably after my birthday, my sister came back from her Czech International Exchange and follow by the starting of new sem and I did not take my time for updating my lovely blog

Thursday, August 30, 2012

Well , Its my birthday as well yesterday was my birthday too.. Chinese ones
This year I did not celebrate any of it and today was the day that most of the chinese will pray for the ancestors...So as well as my father did to my mother, grandma and grandpa.
Coming two days more , my sisters are coming back and as usual I did those housework to make a clean, comfortable and warm place for her during her homecoming. Suppose she is not coming back but due to the lost of her passport she has to do so. I do hope that the passport will be found or the new passport can be done easily.#Prayhard.


Here to mention about my best present ever~ An international wish
Yesterday midnight at 12, my sister posted an video to my Facebook timeline..I stunned at it as the video title was Yi Joo Happy Birthday and I clicked on it and it is a birthday wish video during her exchange studies in Czech Republic. She asked her friends over there that more than 10 country, 10 languages wishes and bless..Wth?! This is so dramatic, romantic , warm , sweet and touch.
This is it -http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5_DTK0pm_E
Hope the I do Adore Mindy Gledhill will found this out and she will be touched by this just like the Meme Proposal. Perhaps we can help Mindy Gledhill to promote her songs too?
Here's the songs -http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eP5cJfVScGw

OMG..really OMG
Then following by wishes to get from him
At the 12 am I wonder why only few of friends wish me and at the end I knew that I hide my birthday , I didnt make it show on the Facebook timeline..
And Im glad he remember..although he did not called me or miss call me..but Im glad he wish me
It's okay if u didnt did the same thing I did to you..
Though what u did ever hurt me before, but I tell myself I cannot treat back people the same way they treat me..I shall treat them as who I am..Understand what Im telling about?! Haha..Just I don't want to be affected from outside.

Well, then I went to bed at about 1 am..and Im Insomnia..What happen? I turn here turn there. I did not able to fall asleep maybe I was just excited ? waiting people to wish me? or what?! After that I just fall asleep after I went to toilet to wee wee.

Early in the morning on my birthday , I get a Subway Free voucher from my cousins ."Buy 1 free 1" and I used this voucher this on the night, Having 2 different taste subway..as usual- Roasted Chicken and Turkeybreast and chicken slice.I still buy a Blackball Set A as the dessert.. and now I am so FULL.
Eating too much is like commit suicide my stomach...
慢性自殺~

And That's MY BIRTHDAY on 2012.. No Celebrations but BIGGEST SURPRISE
and a Essay long wishes from Megan and Blessing from Mable





Not to forget to tell that I watched finished Rooftop Prince in my Sembreak
So sad to see him leaving ..but after this drama , I LIKE him
Micky~Man, warm , stable ...my ideal type...^ ^
and
I learn cooking and help my aunt this few days , I walked to her house
I wash toilet . floor .  blankets. but not my nanny room yet..:SS

Me 2006- 2012
H.A.P. P .Y B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y 19th
Thanks Mummy and Papa and Sister and People around
Make me such a wonderful person having a happy life
Perfectly Imperfect
With loads of Love
XoXO

Wednesday, August 29, 2012


有失必有得? 還是 擁有就是失去的開始?

是要真真的放下了,才是真真的擁有嗎?
但擁有后就會失去?失去過后又會得到?
啊,好復雜的關系

I told myself we are never ever ever getting back together but there is always a chance i am giving that we may get back together
Although we never been together before

but maybe part of ourselves know we like each other?
I should not deny my feelings. I should face it even it is infront of my friends



因為愛,所以愛
一分開,你不在,懷念空氣里的對白

就是這樣~ 和你不在一起,我就開始懷念,想念我們之間的對白
才發現我有很多的對不起~

Thursday, August 16, 2012

This time, I failed myself
I ruined my own results
I did not manage to study well and prepare well
Y2S1
But its okay I promise myself I will take this as experience and prepare well before the day exam and as well do revision 3 weeks once..and done my assignment as soon as possible
No more last minute work!

Bye ya! I am going to enjoy my holiday
Forget about the exam things
Enjoy my Life

Remember, Y2S1 my best experience exam !!!

My Best friend finally came just after my exam~I have waited you for so long
Welcome back, baby ~

Not to mention, Its our Birthday Month <3 br="br">
As you love me we could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke  
As long as you love me
I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold 
As long as you love, love me, love me

But if you did not love me, as well ,  I L Y

Our songs
Stereo Hearts
途中
Somebody we used to know
As long as you love me


也許你覺得你說過的話,對你來說沒意思
可是,我都有把他記得

只能說,我太傻!

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